Session Start (AIM - Afext:DYEforever3): Mon Sep 15 15:36:01 2003
DYEforever3: hey
Afext: hey
*** Auto-response from DYEforever3: yeah... I'm furthering my education right now. For future reference, the BASE 16 NUMBERING SYSTEM BLOWS!!! stick with Base 10 dammit.
DYEforever3: dude, you're pretty fucked up...
Afext: what do you mean?
DYEforever3: why can't you leave him alone?
Afext: no
DYEforever3: why?
DYEforever3: i mean, you really fucking hate him that much?
Afext: i have a problem with people who can't mature past the age of 13 ... it's how my site got so popular way back in the day
Afext: i don't hate him, i just have a problem with whiners
DYEforever3: so?
DYEforever3: you say grow up
DYEforever3: so do it
DYEforever3: and leave him alone
DYEforever3: it's not gonna hurt
Afext: nah, i perfer to harass him
DYEforever3: why?
DYEforever3: so you can show everyone how chilidish it is?
DYEforever3: for both of you?
DYEforever3: i understand that yo uwon't forgive him
Afext: who's everyone? you and... danny? and jason? ... omg, i might cry if you guys think i'm childish
DYEforever3: i know YOU think you're chilidish
DYEforever3: you know it
DYEforever3: as much as anyone else
Afext: i think i enjoy making fun of him
Afext: and a few others enjoy it too, so if i can entertain, i'm doing my job
DYEforever3: so basically you have no dignity left?
DYEforever3: you're just a monkey for show
DYEforever3: i know why you used to be friends with him
DYEforever3: you can't stand being alone
Afext: uhmmm... no, but if you wanna read into it like that, sure
DYEforever3: he made you feel better about yourself
Afext: the second reason is the true one
DYEforever3: cause i mean...
DYEforever3: you can't be that pathetic right?
Afext: what is that in reply to? I'm not that pathetic as to hang with someone to feel better or i'm not as pathetic as jason?
DYEforever3: you t5hink the second
DYEforever3: i know better though...
DYEforever3: and you can't be alone
DYEforever3: or else why would you have left school to be with some broad?
DYEforever3: and when you felt alone...
Afext: I didn't leave school to be with her, I had been out of school about four or five months before I mvoed out
DYEforever3: who would you go to
DYEforever3: ?
DYEforever3: your justifications are moot
DYEforever3: the point still stands...
Afext: I've been alone a very long time, so to say I'm afraid of being alone is sort of ridiculous. Don't try to analyze me, Mike.
Afext: I'm alone, now.
DYEforever3: you know what i mean by alone
DYEforever3: by ridiculing him...
DYEforever3: you make yourself feel better about your own mistakes
Afext: You mean I need some basis for comparison in my life
DYEforever3: exactly
Afext: I think we all, as humans, need someone to look down on to feel better about ourselves, it's our vendictive nature.
DYEforever3: i don't think so..
DYEforever3: to think that..
Afext: You feel better about yourself because you are a good friend to Jason in his "time of need" where as I am the opposite, I am trying to make him feel worse.
Afext: I'm your basis for comparison
DYEforever3: i have no basis for comparison
DYEforever3: i do what i feel i want to
DYEforever3: and i know that he's more fucked up then i've seen right now
DYEforever3: i'm not going to just screw him over like evryone else
DYEforever3: i feel good about myself regardless
DYEforever3: i look at my life and regret nothing
DYEforever3: because it's shaped me into who i am now
Afext: You have to step back and realize his little trauma is fairly insignificant in the face of the ones to come, and instead of helping him mope, maybe you should snap him out of it.
DYEforever3: help him out?
DYEforever3: how can i when there are people liek you pushing him back down?
Afext: one second
Afext: I'm going to, perhaps, get an example for you.
Afext: OK, Greg is being slow on reply, so I don't have an affirmation yet... But, what I was trying to get at is...
Afext: To Greg, I've always been there for him, to be the one who doesn't just give into his self-pitying, "I'm so pathetic!!!" rants about how sorry he feels for himself.
Afext: OK here we go
Afext: Afext: Would you agree with me if I said that, perhaps to some extent, me never letting you slide into a pit of self-pity, (instead of saying "poor greg," I laughed at you and called you a whiny bitch), perhaps helped you snap out of any funks?
 Afext: wake up, damnit.
 xATr0fYx: sorry 
 xATr0fYx: was looking for my englisgh book
 xATr0fYx: yes
 xATr0fYx: hell yes
Afext: xATr0fYx: that is one of the reasons the amount of complaining I do has dropped
Afext: You cannot just let someone backslide into a pit of helplessness.
DYEforever3: there are two ways of dealing with it
DYEforever3: that way is for the strong
Afext: You have to help them realize that, in all reality, their problems are pretty miniscule and they should get over them... Otherwise you end up with people who fall into depression and never come out.
DYEforever3: so let me do it
DYEforever3: MY way
DYEforever3: and my way has to deal without you
Afext: I don't think you can. Regardless, I enjoy torturing him.
DYEforever3: so i'm asking you
DYEforever3: i wonder how many people would show up at your funeral?
DYEforever3: i wonder how many would show up at mine
DYEforever3: the thing is...
Afext: A few, I'd make sure to post directions on my website.
DYEforever3: he knows...
DYEforever3: see thats the thing
DYEforever3: they'd only do it..becasue you asked
DYEforever3: he doesn't have too
DYEforever3: neither do i
DYEforever3: i don't think you understand
DYEforever3: and thats fine
DYEforever3: you don't need too
DYEforever3: but i will uhh
DYEforever3: warn you
Afext: I don't have any idea what you're getting at, did you miss the punch line?
DYEforever3: theres always a punchline huh?
DYEforever3: thats because your life is the punchline brad
Afext: I mean what was the point about the funeral
DYEforever3: i believe
Afext: and warn me about what
DYEforever3: that he may not take this shit any longer
DYEforever3: and...
DYEforever3: i just want you to know
Afext: and he may smite me with a mighty string of drool?
DYEforever3: no..
DYEforever3: see?
Afext: anyway, what will big bad jason do to me?
DYEforever3: it's not what he's going to do to you
DYEforever3: but rather..
DYEforever3: what he MAY DO
DYEforever3: .
Afext: i'm confused
Afext: do me a favor and threaten something specific
DYEforever3: you'll never understand
DYEforever3: see?
Afext: ohh
DYEforever3: you think specifics..
Afext: you mean he might kill himself??
DYEforever3: n/m
DYEforever3: i have to go
DYEforever3: later
Afext: i'll go to his funeral!
Afext: anyway, if any of you are thinking of harming anything in relation to my life, just remember that I have people backing me who are loyal and as destined to the teeth as I am, so don't think of yourselves as invincible. If ANYTHING happens to any part of my life, each of you will pay for it, even if you're not responsible. don't make threats, because I will take you up on them.
Session Close (DYEforever3): Mon Sep 15 16:01:13 2003