I officially feel better than I have in at least a year. Being happy kicks ass.

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

...Thanks, I feel a lot better now.

Many a day passes by, and you miss you what never know. Take the moment, You only live once.

Ticks suck.

Good advice from Brad concerning Girlfriend's Mom's: "Never incinuate you want to bang her daughter."

Thank you, for those pearls of wisdom.

My Rant Continues:

As realization washes over me like a sunrise, I realize that I'm insignificant to her. As I tell her of her coldness, she looks at me funny whilst I go home and slit my wrists. Nothing makes sence, knowing everything. Luck intervenes, as it has recently, but it can never change the inevidible:

I am destined never to be with her. And it's killing me.

The word "Yes" has the amazing power to make people incredibly happy.

Aside from that:

I fear the real world. Here is where I play out my emotions, not naming names of course. People from the real world come here. Read my thoughts. It scares me. What if SHE comes, and sees my exuberant words and happiness, which is never present? What if SHE says "Next Weekend's off, go fuck yourself"?

What if things go right, and I wind up with someone to love?

These questions weigh on my mind. They make me fear the real world. They make me afraid. Afraid of myself, and what's going to happen to myself.

But I love her. And that never changes.

Stupid Barber.

Well, well. Luck has paid me a visit, and at a very opportune time. I'm lovin life, by golly.

Hell. This sucks. Stood up once again.

Lordy Lord, do I love that girl.

Ahhhhh. Acceptance.

Well. Fuck you, Musician's Friend. Fuck you right in your buttery fucking cornhole.

My Drums are in transit to Cerritos. The exodus continues!

Ok, it's 4 in the morning, I can't sleep, and the dog rips a fart.

The story of my life...

I just got 21 points for playing the word "dildo".

Scrabble kicks ass.

Shrek kicks ass. Go See it.

Fortunate turn of luck. It is a nice day for a White Wedding.

Burn.

Burn, Goddamn you. Roast in the fiery pit of hell. I'm sick of your lies and bullshit. I've had enough. It's tme for me to break the stronghold you have over me, and yell "Never Again!" into the cold night. None of this "I love you, but I'm not IN love with you" shit. You're full of horseshit, and I'm tired of being your slave.

Burn.

Well. Finally. It's about time they shipped the damn drums.

Blast. Another missed opportunity.

I will destroy you all with my vengeful right hand.

I'm sorry, long day.

I hate you. You make me miserable.

I love you. I can't live without you.

God damnit, what a contradiction my life is.

If these are the days of our lives, I think I'd rather be dead. Thank you.

Ugh. I hate weekends when I have nothing to do.

"I can't stand to look at you, because your beauty is blinding."

Whoever said that was retarded. That's pretty damn cheesy.

I'm taking an AP test tomorrow. Wish me luck all. If I pass, I get college credit. If I fail, I'm out 70 bucks. yeesh.

I never lie. But I am a savage.

Ya know, there's only one problem with Dreyer's Dreamery Ice Cream.

Ahh, I can feel my arteries clogging as we speak.

I think everyone should sleep 12 hours at least once a week. Good Therapy.

Fuck you, you whiney piece of shit. I don't want to hear your moaning. Period.

FUCK! FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCKERS! AHHHRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

....All I want is a little happiness in my life, is that so much to ask?

Yeah, fuck you. Never buy anything there, becuase they will screw you over like you wouldn't believe.