SUNROSE04: hey you
Afext: hey
SUNROSE04: i feel like barfing
SUNROSE04: how have you been?
Afext: i just woke up
Afext: feel a little bleh
SUNROSE04: oh
SUNROSE04: so what are you doing now?
Afext: uhmm...
Afext: trying to stop being so shitty
SUNROSE04: you are my only friend that is on right now
SUNROSE04: why are you being shitty?
Afext: shocking
SUNROSE04: so very
SUNROSE04: i'm so not popular
SUNROSE04: gf cjk gdnm hgjfgdmljdf
SUNROSE04: so how is sara?
SUNROSE04: i always ask of your girlfrind but you never ask of my boyfriend
Afext: I dont care about your boyfriend, I'll be honest.
Afext: Dunno how Sara is
Afext: She can be dead in a ditch for all I know :|
SUNROSE04: why
SUNROSE04: you are so men
SUNROSE04: mean
Afext: I'm not mean, I'm truthful
Afext: I dont know how she is, she's off somewhere else with friends doing her thing
SUNROSE04: he has not done anything to you
SUNROSE04: so you shouldn't be a prick
Afext: I'm not a prick
Afext: I'm just saying I dont care to know how he is
SUNROSE04: why he is a nice guy
Afext: Not really hard to understand... just, you know, I don't know the guy at all, why do I care how he is?
SUNROSE04: i dont know sara but i care how she is because you care about her and i want to make sure she is nice to you
SUNROSE04: maybe you just dont care about me anymore
Afext: you're crazy.
SUNROSE04: why
SUNROSE04: because i am nice and care about you
SUNROSE04: i wish the best for you
SUNROSE04: speechless?
Afext: Well... no, because I know you think that.
SUNROSE04: think what?
SUNROSE04: tell me what i think brad
SUNROSE04: i wanna know
Afext: But, you're just crazy because you care too much when no one else does
SUNROSE04: well that is not crazyness.....you should try to have some more crazy people in your life
SUNROSE04: if that is the case
Afext: I suppose.
SUNROSE04: and people dont think of crazy as a nice word, so if some one is beeing "crazy" you shouldn't call them that
SUNROSE04: *-e*
Afext: Well then you haven't know me long enough
SUNROSE04: why do you call everyone crazy?
Afext: because they are
SUNROSE04: o k
SUNROSE04: well so why dont you know how she is
SUNROSE04: why dont you prey for hr well being:-)
Afext: I dont know how she is because we dont have a very immediate form of communication... i think she's making excuses... the fact that she hasn't left me voicemail, toll-free and all, is a little daunting
Afext: and I don't pay
Afext: err
Afext: pray.
SUNROSE04: well if all else fails....
SUNROSE04: you should:-)
Afext: bleh
Afext: I prayed for you once, it didnt get me anywhere
SUNROSE04: what did you prey?? if you dont mind me asking
SUNROSE04: was it aboutr my foot?
Afext: just prayed for your well being.. us, things.
SUNROSE04: oh well i think things did turn out good
SUNROSE04: why ...you dont
Afext: not how i prayed them to be
SUNROSE04: oh well what whre your expectations?
SUNROSE04: do you mind that i ask?
Afext: just that we'd last longer than we did
SUNROSE04: why so we could torment eachother
SUNROSE04: or so you could wher my braclets longer
Afext: lol... unimportant, nevermind.
SUNROSE04: i want to know
SUNROSE04: truthfully
SUNROSE04: no bs'ing
Afext: i love you and just wanted us to last thats all
SUNROSE04: oh that is all:-) how cute
SUNROSE04: why arnt you talking??
SUNROSE04: do you not like talking to me?
Afext: i'm workin on some stuff, but.. i dont have anything to say
SUNROSE04: you should think of a topic befor i chose one you dont want to talk about
Afext: whatever
SUNROSE04: whatever! that is what vally girls say
SUNROSE04: fine we will talk about a topic of Paula AKA A REAL BITCH!
Afext: hm
SUNROSE04: reasons why you liked paula:
Afext: I told you before
SUNROSE04: oh i am gonna piss you off so bad!!
SUNROSE04: Because you thought i was more "popular" than you and that is why you wanted to be with me durring school
Afext: blah fuck you
Afext: wouldn have been with you if I didnt like you
SUNROSE04: and that is why you told everybody about us
Afext: wouldnt have put up with a lot of your shit if I didnt like it
Afext: I did not tell everyone
SUNROSE04: i never hear you talk about Sara
Afext: Sara and I are a *lot* different, paula.
Afext: She lives in FLORIDA might I mention that
SUNROSE04: no one knows of your girlfriend
Afext: my friends do
Afext: if someone doesnt know, i tell them
SUNROSE04: yeah yeah tht is why everyone knows we where together and somepeople think we are still together
Afext: welll whatever i tell people we broke up if they ask so... fuck you, leave me be
Afext: i'm sorry that i was happy that we were together and wanted to tell people
Afext: i got a lot of shit for being with you
SUNROSE04: oh did i piss you off?
Afext: it wasn't like people go "ooo you're with paula, wow!"
Afext: it was mostly "you're with paula!? that dirty slut!? man you're stupid. why are you with her?" and I'd just go "cos I love her" and they'd call me lame
SUNROSE04: so you think i still dont get shit?
SUNROSE04: i'm so sorry for pissing you off
SUNROSE04: opps!
SUNROSE04: im a little angel with devil horns
Afext: whatever
SUNROSE04: whatever , that hurts me so bad!
Afext: i defended you, always, thats all i did, fuck you if you dont appreciate it, you're blinded by other people's opinions, whatever, let yourself be controled and manipulated, i dont give a shit
Afext: i'm out of that shit, out of the pettiness and the bullshit that goes on, i don't care
SUNROSE04: do you think i really care if you defend me
SUNROSE04: but of corse
SUNROSE04: i love you brad
Afext: whatever
Afext: i believed that a few days ago but now i dont, i wont bother
SUNROSE04: 'whatever' why do you try so hard?
Afext: i dont know what your problem is
SUNROSE04: iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouilov eyou
Afext: you do not, fuck off
SUNROSE04: maybe that is what my problem is
Afext: great its good to know
SUNROSE04: do you love me , Brad
Afext: i do, but you're just trying to hurt me right now so wtf
SUNROSE04: why do you think that is the case?
Afext: because you said so!
SUNROSE04: maybe it is the fact that you hurt me?
Afext: HOW DID I HURT YOU!?
Afext: You're the one who broke us up!
Afext: You're the one who TRIED TO KILL HERSELF WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER
SUNROSE04: ii broke us up???
Afext: you know how much you fucking hurt ME>?
SUNROSE04: how much?
Afext: yeah you broke us up, you and your "I'm not stable enough for a relationship" bullshit
Afext: It's so wonderful, one mintue you dont want to be with someone and you get to school and hook up with some guy
Afext: just fuck you, fuck you, I dont want to deal with you anymore, you don't even realize how fucked up you are, how fucked up you are to me.
SUNROSE04: you are the one who broke us up!!!!
Afext: I am not!
SUNROSE04: you know it too
Afext: You're the one who'd constantly go "oh i'm not ready for a relationship"
Afext: you're so full of shit
Afext: and then you turn around and get wiht some guy... yeah i love you too paula, why dont you fuck me over some more?
SUNROSE04: just because i said the words doesnt mean i was the one who broke it up
Afext: you were the fucked up one in the relationship, and you dont even realize it because you're so pigheaded.
SUNROSE04: maybe because you showed me you dident care
Afext: if you had any brains you would have seen how much i cared, christ
Afext: sara manages to know i care even when i say i dont
Afext: maybe because she didnt drug herself braindead.
SUNROSE04: you know you could have told me you cared but you did not show it
Afext: I TOLD YOU I CARED
Afext: I was fucking dying over your little suicidal stunt
Afext: i told you i fucking cared then
SUNROSE04: no you told me but did not show it
Afext: whatever
SUNROSE04: tell me that one isn't true
SUNROSE04 signed off at 3:18:35 PM.