Session Start (AIM - Afext:LeviathanLaFemme): Sat Feb 08 21:13:23 2003

[13] LeviathanLaFemme: Hello there.
[13] Brad: Hello?
[13] LeviathanLaFemme: Yes...hello?
[14] Brad: Who are you? ... or better yet, should I know, being that my memory is so terrible?
[14] LeviathanLaFemme: No no, you shouldn't know...or maybe you should, I probably met you some time in the past, never know...
[15] Brad: Well, who knows, what brings you to my merry little chat window of wonder?
[16] LeviathanLaFemme: Well...I was searching google and I came along an odd page that contained your AIM S/N, along with someone else's...it was the copy of a chat actually.
[16] Brad: ahh, my aim files, ok.
[16] Brad: which one was it?
[17] LeviathanLaFemme: It was sort of a fight between you and "CyberJrk."
[17] LeviathanLaFemme: I thought it was funny...so I added you.
[17] Brad: ahh cool
[17] LeviathanLaFemme: (Link: http://www.electricbiscuit.com/aim/reallife.htm)Here it is.
[19] LeviathanLaFemme: Pretty odd...*ahem*
[19] Brad: yeah, when I decided to leave regular highschool to go to independent study, I lost all my friends
[19] LeviathanLaFemme: I see.
[19] Brad: (Link: http://www.electricbiscuit.com/archives/Write/101600x.html)
[19] Brad: that was the entry
[20] LeviathanLaFemme: Alright...
[20] Brad: it was basically a fuck off to him and one of his ("our" friends) who whined all the time about how hard and great they were at everything
[20] Brad: it worked, needless to say, there are a lot of cyberjrk logs
[21] LeviathanLaFemme: I didn't really check out the site, although, I just have checked it out and it is unlike one I have ever seen...
[21] Brad: well I'll take that as a compliment
[22] LeviathanLaFemme: I wasn't trying to insult you.
[22] LeviathanLaFemme: It's very interesting, that's all I was saying...
[22] Brad: i didn't take it as an insult
[22] Brad: different is something i've always liked trying to be ;P
[22] LeviathanLaFemme: Trying? 
[22] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh.
[23] LeviathanLaFemme: Try being yourself...:-P
[23] Brad: I am myself, didn't mean for it to be taken that way
[24] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh, I know...I just like to pick words. :-D
[24] Brad: I already hate you ;PP
[25] LeviathanLaFemme: Good, that is my life purpose, for everyone to come to hate me...your a little early, don't you know?
[26] Brad: Never too early
[26] LeviathanLaFemme: No, but on average it takes ATLEAST an hour...
[27] Brad: Actually, now I think I'm falling in love, you're screwed now.
[27] LeviathanLaFemme: Now I think I'm disgusted.
[27] Brad: Touché
[28] LeviathanLaFemme: Eh...
[28] Brad: hm?
[30] LeviathanLaFemme: Alright...*ahem* so, how's it going? 
[30] Brad: It's good, same old same old.
[30] LeviathanLaFemme: Mmm...same here.
[30] Brad: Yeah, life is fairly dull.
[31] LeviathanLaFemme: Indeed.
[31] Brad: Do you mind if I ask you of your age? I'll even fancy a guess... 21-24? Way off, probably.
[31] LeviathanLaFemme: Not that far off...
[32] Brad: Lower, higher?
[32] LeviathanLaFemme: Lower...heh.
[32] Brad: Twelve? ;)
[32] Brad: I was going to say you sound like a college student?
[32] Brad: Or lower still?
[32] LeviathanLaFemme: Wow, mommy is going to be proud!
[32] LeviathanLaFemme: I'm 8/2!
[33] LeviathanLaFemme: *8 1/2
[33] Brad: Damn, that is impressive.
[33] LeviathanLaFemme: Don't cuss, that's baaaad!
[33] Brad: Shh, here's some candy.
[34] LeviathanLaFemme: Pfft...it better be a cherry lollypop, I prefer high class dontcha know.
[35] Brad: Too bad, I don't encourage spoilt brats
[36] LeviathanLaFemme: *glares*
[36] Brad: Haha, so how old are you?
[36] LeviathanLaFemme: 18.
[37] LeviathanLaFemme: Yourself?
[37] Brad: I turn 18 on March 1st
[37] LeviathanLaFemme: Yeah, I just turned 18 on the 5th.
[37] Brad: Wow, impressive.
[38] LeviathanLaFemme: Impressive?
[39] Brad: yes
[39] LeviathanLaFemme: How is my age impressive?
[40] Brad: For just turning 18 you are suprisingly not retarded, understand I have no faith for anyone my own age. It might be due to living in Missouri, it is a nice state.
[40] Brad: Your non-retardedness that is, not my dislike of people my own age.
[41] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh, I'm in the same situation as you are. 
[41] Brad: No wonder we are sparring so, we have a common enemy, we should join forces and wipe them all out.
[41] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh heh.
[42] LeviathanLaFemme: Though I living in Missouri has nothing to do with my intelligence...
[42] LeviathanLaFemme: It's probably because I spend so much time alone, I can concentrate on better things and not get caught up into the world...
[43] Brad: I did a report of Missouri in fifth grade, I've been there as well.
[43] Brad: Being alone too much will make you stupid as well, so watch out.
[43] LeviathanLaFemme: LOL
[43] Brad: (It will cause you to make fighting words at such a wonderful person such as me, because you are so sure EVERYONE sucks... but I do not!)
[44] LeviathanLaFemme: Everyone does suck one way or the other...not putting you down or anything. ;-)
[44] Brad: Yeah, I suppose you're right.
[45] LeviathanLaFemme: *nods*
[46] Brad: *gets sad, realizing that some place deep inside, he, too, does indeed suck*
[47] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh, yes...the horror of "sucking."  o.O
[48] Brad: Oh my god, some semblance of a sense of humor, I might die of shock!
[48] *** LeviathanLaFemme signed on at Sat Feb 08 21:48:35 2003.
[48] Brad: *dies.. of shock*
[49] Brad: Whats the URL for your site? Trillian doesn't do links
[50] LeviathanLaFemme: It's currently down at the moment anyway...
[50] Brad: I'm sure Google as some sort of cache...
[51] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh heh, I doubt it.
[51] Brad: Gimme the URL anyway, I insist.
[51] LeviathanLaFemme: Must I?  -_-'
[51] Brad: Or I'll cut open your head and poke around your brain myself!
[52] LeviathanLaFemme: No, please...don't hurt your computer monitor!
[52] Brad: I have private jets I can use to find you, I am a very powerful political figure.
[53] LeviathanLaFemme: Hmm...OH MY...well, hold on, I need a Mountain Dew...
[54] Brad: Ok, now I am in love, another mountain dew lover.
[56] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh, I'm obsessed with the stuff.
[56] Brad: It's the only soda, or any form of food/drink, that I can drink and drink and drink and never get tired of. I've fallen in love with the new Mr. Green as well, but I can grow tired of it... not MD.
[57] Brad: I say it's because I worked at Taco Bell and all I drank there all day was MD...
[58] LeviathanLaFemme: Yeah, it's very addicting :-P
[58] Brad: indeed
[58] Brad: So what are you doing? Is this it? Nothing more productive off in other corners of the monitor or desk?
[00] LeviathanLaFemme: Not really...I'm er...petting my cat.
[00] LeviathanLaFemme: o_O
[01] LeviathanLaFemme: And just chatting with a few people, that seems to be it.
[01] Brad: Sounds like a good waste of time....
[01] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh.
[01] LeviathanLaFemme: Yes it does, doesn't it?
[01] Brad: I see that you say you are unemployed... were you employed at one time?
[02] LeviathanLaFemme: Not exactly.
[03] Brad: Not... exactly?
[03] LeviathanLaFemme: It's sort of hard to explain...I used to work for my dad.
[03] Brad: Sounds like it would be terribly hard to explain.
[04] LeviathanLaFemme: Ha ha.
[04] Brad: Don't strain yourself too bad explaining that condundrum.
[04] Brad: rrr
[04] Brad: Spelling.
[04] LeviathanLaFemme: Seriously, you don't understand the situation I used to be in.
[04] Brad: Did it involve a pole and very little clothing or something?
[05] LeviathanLaFemme: Will you cut the sarcasm?
[05] Brad: Sorry, it's hard sometimes. If it's such a touchy topic maybe we should just drop it.
[05] Brad: (Nutjob)
[06] LeviathanLaFemme: Excuse me?
[06] Brad: lol, relax
[06] LeviathanLaFemme: Were you calling me a nutjob?
[07] Brad: Not at all.. unless you are admitting to it, then yes.
[07] LeviathanLaFemme: I used to think "nut" and "job" were two separate words...silly me.
[08] LeviathanLaFemme: I used to work for my dad at a Bingo Hall picking up trash and cleaning ash trays. :-P
[08] Brad: OH MY GOD THAT IS SO HORRIBLY DIFFICULT TO EXPLAIN I MAY DIE OF SHCOK
[08] Brad: shcok, new word.
[08] LeviathanLaFemme: It's just embarrassing.
[08] LeviathanLaFemme: A tad bit.
[09] Brad: How in the hell is that embarrassing?
[09] LeviathanLaFemme: Please excuse me, I'm horribly sensitive.
[09] Brad: I wouldn't mind that job one bit, sounds kooshy, how much did you get paid for it?
[09] LeviathanLaFemme: Ooo!  Do you think that's any of your business? ;-)
[10] Brad: OK, it's not like it's classified information or anything, but OK, be uptight ;P
[10] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh.
[11] LeviathanLaFemme: Do you smoke?
[12] Brad: Why do you ask?
[12] Brad: (Do you think that's any of your business? ;)
[12] LeviathanLaFemme: Just curious, because of your buddy icon.  XD
[12] LeviathanLaFemme: Is it any of my business?  If it isn't, don't answer...
[13] LeviathanLaFemme: The fact that it's any of my business would be up to you. ;-)
[13] Brad: I did, lets just say in the icon I'm sucking on a straw or something
[14] LeviathanLaFemme: lol.
[14] LeviathanLaFemme: Alright then.
[15] Brad: Thank you for reminding me to change that, heh
[15] LeviathanLaFemme: So, what's your name?
[16] Brad: Brad, nice to meet you.
[16] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh, cool.
[17] Brad: Cool?
[17] LeviathanLaFemme: Is there something wrong with saying "cool"?
[17] LeviathanLaFemme: I must admit, I did few a little awkward saying it...
[17] Brad: Yes, it is illegal now, Bush has outlawed it. Only terrorists say cool, now.
[18] Brad: He suggests we say, "Yee-haw," instead.
[18] LeviathanLaFemme: Didn't I tell you that I was a terrorist?  It says it in my info...
[18] Brad: It says you're interested in Christianity so it may be true.
[18] Brad: *grins*
[19] LeviathanLaFemme: I'm interested in it alright.  >=D
[20] Brad: *yawns and stretches*
[21] LeviathanLaFemme: I like your new buddy icon, it's very...unique. 
[21] LeviathanLaFemme: Does it...mean something? :-P
[21] Brad: No, just a B
[22] LeviathanLaFemme: That's a B?
[22] LeviathanLaFemme: Oh...I see it now.
[22] Brad: yeah
[22] LeviathanLaFemme: I thought it was a 3D swirl...
[23] LeviathanLaFemme: *ahem* Yeah...
[23] Brad: heh
[24] Brad: sooo
[24] LeviathanLaFemme: Do you have any interest in poetry?
[24] Brad: No, unless it's good poetry.
[25] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh, I see...mind reading some of mine and give me your opinion?  It'd be much appreciated.
[25] LeviathanLaFemme: I need a second opinion...
[25] Brad: Why do you care what I think? But, OK.
[27] *** LeviathanLaFemme is trying to send you "Sky.doc".
[27] LeviathanLaFemme: Let's start with "Sky"...
[27] Brad: it wont work
[27] Brad: you can't upload those anywhere?
[27] LeviathanLaFemme: You need to accept?
[27] Brad: oh
[27] Brad: hey it worked
[27] *** You have received C:\Documents and Settings\Brad\My Documents\Trillian\downloads\AIM\Afext\Sky.doc.
[27] Brad: magic
[28] Brad: Trillian doesn't like to work most of the time
[28] LeviathanLaFemme: Heh, yeah.
[29] Brad: I hate poetry more than anything in life but that's not too bad
[29] Brad: if a little too lofty
[30] LeviathanLaFemme: Whoa...well, I am flattered yet...angered.
[30] LeviathanLaFemme: :-P
[30] Brad: lol
[30] Brad: I could be much meaner with my words, if you like?
[31] LeviathanLaFemme: No no...*ahem*...that's quite alright.
[31] *** LeviathanLaFemme is trying to send you "Peace is in the Rain.doc".
[32] Brad: ok this one sounds like it might be worse just due to the title but I'll give it a chance
[32] LeviathanLaFemme: I actually know what you mean...
[32] *** You have received C:\Documents and Settings\Brad\My Documents\Trillian\downloads\AIM\Afext\Peace is in the Rain.doc.
[33] Brad: is that supposed to be 'debts of my mind' and not 'depths'?
[33] LeviathanLaFemme: Sooooorry!
[33] LeviathanLaFemme: But it is.
[34] LeviathanLaFemme: "Falling in the never ending debts of my mind."
[34] Brad: Heh... OK...
[34] Brad: ....anyway, poetry is not my thing I'm not really one to judge it, so you're asking the wrong guy... but I will say it is too lofty and... not my thing, 's all.
[34] LeviathanLaFemme: That's odd, did it turn out as "depths"?
[35] LeviathanLaFemme: No problem.  ^_^
[35] LeviathanLaFemme: Perhaps you'll like the next one better...
[35] Brad: I'm more about anger and hating the world and being all alone and things like that.
[35] LeviathanLaFemme: Then you'll like this one, heh.
[36] Brad: if you say so
[37] *** LeviathanLaFemme is trying to send you "Vampire.txt".
[38] *** You have received C:\Documents and Settings\Brad\My Documents\Trillian\downloads\AIM\Afext\Vampire.txt.
[38] LeviathanLaFemme: Actually, it's about being killed from people's words...but maybe you'll like it all the same.
[39] Brad: Eh
[39] LeviathanLaFemme: Don't like it?
[40] Brad: .... I don't like poetry, lol
[40] LeviathanLaFemme: -_-
[40] LeviathanLaFemme: Enough said...:-D
[42] LeviathanLaFemme: Well, check out (Link: http://www.starfusion.org/rootbeerland/misc/writings/Liz/journey.html)this one then...
[44] Brad: our feelings unrecongizable / our thoughts indescribable / our eyes glow with pure perfection --- lyrical but I still don't like poetry, lol
[44] LeviathanLaFemme: Mmm...
[45] LeviathanLaFemme: Let's get off the topic of poetry then, shall we?  XD
[46] LeviathanLaFemme: Are you interested in music?
[46] Brad: sounds good to me
[46] Brad: I love music
[46] LeviathanLaFemme: Same here.
[46] LeviathanLaFemme: Any kind of music?
[47] Brad: just about, not country and rap/r&b (but there are exceptions... but no country has ever done it for me)
[47] LeviathanLaFemme: Well, that's amazing.
[47] Brad: and emo pisses me off but I can listen to it
[47] LeviathanLaFemme: I answer just about the same when someone asks me "anything except for R&B and country."
[48] LeviathanLaFemme: I'm mostly into rock.
[48] Brad: I listen to a whole lot of stuff... a lot.
[48] LeviathanLaFemme: Can you name some of your favorite artists/groups, if possible?
[49] LeviathanLaFemme: (Not all of them...just a few if you want.)
[49] Brad: David Bowie, Peter Gabriel, Nine Inch Nails, Skinny Puppy. George Sarah, Eels, Radiohead... it might be better if I make you a list of all the music I have on my PC but that's not even 1/6th of all I have
[50] LeviathanLaFemme: I see.
[51] LeviathanLaFemme: Goo Goo Dolls, Metallica, Black Sabbath, Led Zepplin, Beatles, Alice In Chains, Wallflowers, SOAD, Tool, ect.
[51] LeviathanLaFemme: For me.
[51] Brad: I love SOAD, and Tool is forever.
[51] Brad: I'll make you a list of all I have on my PC
[51] Brad: my huge collection of radiohead is oddly absent I must apologize
[52] LeviathanLaFemme: I love Tool more than SOAD...Tool's lyrics blow me away.
[52] LeviathanLaFemme: SOAD is a tad bit too gothic.
[52] Brad: APC is just as good if not better in some ways. Maynard is bad ass..
[53] Brad: Gothic? Tool is more gothic than SOAD... SOAD doesn't have a goth bone in them... unless you have absolutely no idea what real goth music is, at which point I'll just assume you're confused and not out of your mind.
[53] LeviathanLaFemme: That's idiotic of you, since it's a complete matter of opinion.
[54] LeviathanLaFemme: And in my opinion, SOAD is more gothic...with their videos and what not.
[54] Brad: yes but GOTH is a form of music
[54] LeviathanLaFemme: lol.
[55] Brad: so when you say something is GOTH you are applying the rules of goth to the music.... and soad is definately not goth.
[55] Brad: so it isn't a matter of opinion
[55] LeviathanLaFemme: Goth is a lifestyle and/or attitude...but whatever.
[55] Brad: if you want to hear what real goth sounds like, download some Christian Death
[55] LeviathanLaFemme: It can be considered a type of music...I guess.
[56] Brad: Uhm, no, it IS a type of music. You don't want to get into arguments with me about music, if anything, because I do probably know much more than you and I hate having to inform people who are confused.
[56] Brad: Christian Death, Bauhaus, The Cure even == Goth
[58] LeviathanLaFemme: LOL!
[58] LeviathanLaFemme: Goth is in no way a type of music!
[58] LeviathanLaFemme: Where are you from?
[58] Brad: And then I can go on a tirade about how many stupid goth kids are out there who don't know two things about real goth bands who are responsible for bringing it into popularity.
[58] Brad: OK, well you just email all the goth record labels out there and tell them they are not publishing a specific type of music
[59] LeviathanLaFemme: Goth record labels?
[59] LeviathanLaFemme: LOL
[59] Brad: OK do you want me to give you links, now? You're pissing me off with your ignorance.
[00] Brad: You've probably never heard of bauhaus, much less christian death.... I don't even LIKE goth, but I know about it.
[00] Brad: I don't like a lot of the music I know about
[00] Brad: (Link: http://insider.ign.com/download/video/preview/xbox/taofeng_vidpre_enviro_02060.mov)http://insider.ign.com/download/video/preview/xbox/taofeng_vidpre_enviro_02060.mov
[00] Brad: rfrr
[00] Brad: wrong link
[00] Brad: (Link: http://dmoz.org/Arts/Music/Styles/Rock/Gothic/Record_Labels/)http://dmoz.org/Arts/Music/Styles/Rock/Gothic/Record_Labels/
[01] LeviathanLaFemme: LOL!
[01] Brad: Cleopatra is the most well known and I believe they have Christian Death on board.
[01] Brad: OK now your'e really pissing me off.
[01] LeviathanLaFemme: It's a STYLE of music, like Goth Rock!
[01] LeviathanLaFemme: Not just plain GOTH.
[01] LeviathanLaFemme: A style of rock music that often evokes bleak, lugubrious imagery.
[02] Brad: Not neccisarily but OK, you weild that dictionary without actually knowing anything about it, and that's what I was saying... goth music, and you're like "no!"
[02] Brad: Anyway, SOAD is not goth.
[02] LeviathanLaFemme: LOL
[03] LeviathanLaFemme: Whatever.
[03] Brad: Regardless, I wouldn't expect you to know anything about goth.
[03] LeviathanLaFemme: Alice Cooper...would you say the type of music he does is "GOTH"?
[03] LeviathanLaFemme: LOL!
[04] Brad: You would end up labeling Skinny Puppy as goth.
[04] LeviathanLaFemme: Your a very judgemental person, just because of your past experiences.
[04] Brad: No, I'm not, but I hate it when people don't know what the fuck they're talking about.
[04] LeviathanLaFemme: No kidding.
[05] Brad: Goth is a genere of music within itself and you're trying to shuffle bands into that don't belong there, and I'm trying to correct you and you're laughing at me, when you obviously don't know what the hell goth is in the first place. (Having never listened to it, you sure do act like you know everything).
[05] LeviathanLaFemme: I'm talking about the lyrics, the lyrics are very gothic...
[05] Brad: As I said before, your ignorance is pissing me off.
[06] LeviathanLaFemme: I don't really care if I am or not.
[06] Brad: Well then you should have said that, instead of saying "SOAD is too goth" and then laughing at me when I try to correct you.
[06] Brad: As I said before, you should know what you're saying and know about what you're saying before you say it. Especially saying that goth is not a form of music, that was a big fuck up right there.
[06] LeviathanLaFemme: SOAD, yeah, you know the BAND?  Yeah, the dress gothic, they act gothic, their lyrics are gothic, SOAD IS TOO GOTHIC.
[07] LeviathanLaFemme: *they
[07] LeviathanLaFemme: Do you get it now?
[08] Brad: You don't know two things about goth, so you shouldn't be weidling it around calling things goth when they're not. SOAD is not goth. Now can we please drop it.
[08] Brad: *waits for you to try to say Blink 182 is goth because their lyrics can be dreary as well*
[09] LeviathanLaFemme: That is completely idiotic...SOAD acts goth, Blink 182 doesn't...I wouldn't say that.  Stop taking me as a fool.
[09] LeviathanLaFemme: Blink 182's lyrics can sometimes be depressing, not quite gothic...lol.
[10] Brad: Anyway, if you want to know what goth really is, download some Christian Death and Bauhaus and learn, then you can talk about what goth is and isn't.
[11] LeviathanLaFemme: Marilyn Manson is a goth, for example.
[11] Brad: It's a fine line you're walking, take it as a warn---Manson is not goth, neither is Trent/Nine Inch Nails--ing.
[12] Brad: As I said, you want to know what goth is, download some Christian Death and others... then you'll know what goth is. Goth is most certainly not poor Mr. Manson and the crap he turns out and calls records
[13] LeviathanLaFemme: Marilyn Manson IS a goth.
[13] Brad: (Link: http://asbestos.illusioned.net/mp3list/mp3-20030208.html)http://asbestos.illusioned.net/mp3list/mp3-20030208.html thats my current list of mp3
[13] LeviathanLaFemme: He himself is a goth...do you not know anything?
[13] Brad: he's a poser just like all the little kiddies out there, and his music is as far away from goth as you can get
[14] LeviathanLaFemme: NOT HIS MUSIC, FOOL!
[14] Brad: Manson is more INDUSTRIAL (although he isn't at all) than he is GOTH.
[14] LeviathanLaFemme: HE, HIMSELF IS A GOTH.
[14] Brad: Manson is not GOTH HIMSELF as a PERSON. He's a stupid poser kiddie like all the retarded teenagers out there trying to be like him and calling themselves goth. Now you're getting into something different altogether
[14] Brad: But regardless.
[15] LeviathanLaFemme: I was talking about SOAD acting like their goths, as people, the whole time....
[15] LeviathanLaFemme: I give up.
[16] Brad: I should have given up when you tried to tell me goth wasn't a form of music. Regardless, what would some prissy christian chick from missouri know about decent music (or even bad music) anyway, and yes this has resorted to personal attacks because your ignorance is causing me physical pain and I must let some of it ooze out from within my body in the form of insults or else I may explode
[16] Brad: It was nice trying to inform you but some people are beyond help.
[17] Brad: Bye.

Session Close (LeviathanLaFemme): Sat Feb 08 23:17:14 2003